Post by hayleyheartsyou on Jun 15, 2008 23:58:23 GMT -5
Currently Untitled. Will most likely change in the later part (few chapters).
It’s not fair it’s not right,
Why can’t you let me live my own life.
I fall in and out of love so much,
It seems as if I can’t find a way.
Tell me,
Am I just a movie scene,
That you’ve seen a million times before,
Tell me,
Am I just the person you hated,
You wanted to tell me that before.
I’ll be fine right here on my own.
Can you tell me,
Why everything is not fine.
I’m sitting here wondering if what he said was true.
Tell me,
Am I just a movie scene,
That you’ve seen, a million times before.
Tell me,
Am I just the person you hated,
You wanted to tell me that before.
I think I can start over,
If it’s something I want to.
I think I can make a wish and
Count to ten and be over you.
I want to be the girl that you want.
I want to be the girl that feels special to you.
I’m still looking for the guy,
The very special guy,
The guy to take me away from everything.
So tell me,
Am I just the one movie scene,
The one you’ve seen a million times before.
I finish up the song in my notebook while making sure all my chords are right. Looks good, just as I put my guitar down and take a sip of my energy drink my phone goes off and I put it on speaker to answer.
“Hello?”
“Hey chicka. What is up?”
“Hey. Not much, just finishing up some lyrics. What about you? How’s Ellaville since I left?”
“Eh. Not bad, not bad. It’s boring here without you. I miss seeing you to brighten my day. When are you coming back to visit?”
“I don’t know, Beth. It’s hard to go back and see all the things again that I had to go through. Back to all the lies.” I look up and the door is opening. It might be Keith, my manager.
“But Jupiter, it’ll be different. They are all different. They think that everything that happened was for the good. They understand why you did it.”
“How could they understand when they were the reason? They didn’t care about me. I came out here and found a life. I can’t go back now. I love it too much out here.”
Flashback from 3 months ago:
“Jupiter don’t leave me. It’s sad that you think you have to go. Your mom can get custody of you, everything will be okay. Just stand up in front of the court and tell them you want your mom to have you not your dad.” Beth says with tears in her eyes.
“You know good and well why I have to go. You know why I have to say that I don’t want my mom. I’m never going to forget what she did to me. It was wrong. It tore me apart. I wish you would understand.” I tell her getting ready to leave.
“Jupiter, you heard her say that she won’t do it again. Please, I need you.”
“Beth, I’m sorry. I’ll come and visit you maybe, but I’m still going to LA. So I guess this is goodbye.” I tell her giving her a big hug.
“Bye.” She tells me with tears streaming down her face. “Take this, so you’ll always remember me.” I look down and see what’s in my hand. It’s a bracelet that says Beth Hearts You <3.
“Thanks Beth. I promise I won’t forget. I love you. I’ll talk to you really soon, you have my number.” I start walking away.
“JUPITER! Are you there?” Beth screams, snapping me out of my thoughts.
“Yeah. Flashback. Sorry. You still didn’t tell me what’s going on out there.”
“James said he misses you. Leslie and Malcolm got in a fight. Antonio said he was through with school and dropped out. That’s basically it. What about you?”
“Still being home schooled so nothing is interesting. I’ve been on the computer but mostly watching TV or music videos. Writing songs and practicing. Recording my songs so I can have a CD out soon. And now I’m waiting on my manager Keith to show up and tell me what he wanted.”
“You haven’t dyed your hair have you?”
“Thinking about it.”
“B- bu- but Jupiter, I love your hair. It’s such a pretty blonde. Please don’t dye it.”
“I was thinking about putting some purple or black or something on the bottom in streaks so it would show up.”
“Okay. Well I guess that’s cool. Hey I’ve got to go, Misty’s crying. Bye. I heart you. Don’t forget.”
“Bye. I heart you too. And no worries, check out Popstar! Coming out later this week, you’ll see I didn’t forget.”
“Alright.” Click.
I look up. There standing before me are three guys I have no clue who they are. One of them starts talking to me.
“What are you doing in our recording studio? We always have this one.” He has long hair but it kind of curls out at the end.
“Chill, I didn’t know that you owned the studio. I would leave but my manager told me to come here. He said he must talk to me and so you can have it when I’m done.” I tell him picking back up my guitar. Gosh, he sounded so mean.
“Hey, please don’t fight. I’m Kevin, this is Joe, and this shy one is Nick.” The guy named ‘Kevin’ said while holding out his hand. I lean up and shake it.
“Hey. My name is Jupiter.” I say looking back down at my guitar. I have to get the chords right for the song that Keith wants to be my big hit.
“So when is your manager coming?” Joe asks, looking kind of nice.
I glance down at me phone.
“Supposed to be coming right about now.” I say just as the door opens.
“Whoa! How did you do that?” Nick asks me shocked. That’s the first time he’s spoken.
“Lucky, I guess.”
“Jupiter, and Kevin, Nick, Joe?” Whoa? What the heck? I didn’t think you knew anyone from here Jupiter. What’s up?”
“Hey Keith, I didn’t. They came in and asked me what am I doing in THEIR studio. So yeah.”
“Okay well, you know how I told you both that I had you and someone else?” Keith asks me.
“Yeah.” We all say.
“Well, congratulations, you met each other.” We look at each other in shock.
“Now guys, sit down and Jupiter do you have to song Bonfire ready?” He turns to me.
“Yes sir.”
“Then get on in there and work your magic. This is going to be number one on your album and I’m hoping to be your number one hit.”
“Okay Keith.” I start walking toward the booth with my lucky guitar in tow.
I go into the room put on the headphones and sit down on the stool. Keith is standing out there working the switchboard thing. He nods and I start strumming.
Gather up the wood,
I’ll go and find the matches.
We’re going to make a fire,
Have a bonfire for our hearts.
We’re ready to start over,
To start fresh, to start new.
We’re going to have a bonfire,
We’re going to have one soon.
Gather up all your pictures.
Throw everything away.
Gather up all the memories you want to burn away.
The memories that he told you were okay.
Come on let’s go,
Let’s rock this world.
Gather up the wood,
I’ll go and find the matches.
We’re going to make a fire,
Have a bonfire for our hearts.
We’re ready to start over,
To start fresh, to start new.
We’re going to have a bonfire,
We’re going to have one soon.
Throw up your hands,
Laugh at the world.
They don’t understand why we’re doing this.
Let them laugh at us,
It’s not like we care.
I love the fact you think you can understand me,
I love the fact you think we’re doing this for you.
Oh no baby.
I’m having a bonfire today
A bonfire to take away the pain
So love me or hate me.
I’m not going anywhere.
I’m going to tell you this one more time
Gather up the wood,
I’ll go and find the matches.
We’re going to make a fire,
Have a bonfire for our hearts.
We’re ready to start over,
To start fresh, to start new.
We’re going to have a bonfire,
We’re going to have one soon
I said,
Gather up the wood,
I’ll go and find the matches.
We’re going to make a fire,
Have a bonfire tonight.
I finish strumming and walk out of the room. Keith is clapping while Nick, Kevin, and Joe just stare.
“Jupiter I really think that is going to be your number one hit. Have you thought of a video, you know to promote the album?” Keith asks me while I put my guitar back in the case.
“Yeah, a little.” I tell him.
“Great. Well why don’t we go to the conference room to talk about some things. Bring all of your stuff because we’re leaving after this, someone else has this room.” He starts walking out the door.
“Hey are you guys coming?” I grab my acoustic and put the strap on so I’m carrying it on my back while putting the other guitar strap on my shoulder. I guess I should explain a little, the electric is my lucky guitar and it’s in the plastic type bag. And so I can easily carry two guitars. Okay, well the guys are still standing there with their mouths hanging. I walk by them and pop each one up.
“Ow, don’t ever touch me. I don’t want you to touch me at all.” Joe says getting kinda angry.
“Okay, whatever. Why don’t we go now because Keith doesn’t like to wait.” I say walking out the door and getting in front of them. The conference room is on the other side of the place so it’s a pretty long walk. I take out some ear phones and my phone and start listening to Three Days Grace- Just Like You.
I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you
I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you
I could be weak
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
On my own, cause I can’t take liven with you
I’m alone, so I won’t turn out like you
Want me to
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you.
The song finishes just as I make it to the conference room. I walk in and Keith is looking over some papers.
“Ah, Jupiter. Where are the boys?”
“Don’t know, don’t care. I thought they were behind me.” I set both of my guitars down and take a seat next to him.
I hear screaming in the hall the guys come busting in.
“Sorry we’re late, someone just had to jump on our backs and make us fall over.” Kevin says sitting next to me. At least he’s nice to me. Joe and Nick sit on the other side.
“Okay well, you know how you’re manager even though you’re in two different bands?”
“Yeah.” We all say not sure where he’s going with this.
“Well, I have a tour planned. Starting next week and ending in 5 months. Here are some papers for your parents to fill out. Jupiter, it’s just your dad out here with you right?”
“Yes sir. My mom is not with me and I’m not going to see her back in Ellaville.”
“Why, did she realize you were a bad person?” Joe asks. Man this kid is bugging me and I don’t even know his age.
“No, I realized she was bad. It shouldn’t concern you anyway. You’re not obviously going to be a part of my life, yeah we’re going on tour but does that mean we have to get along 24/7?” I spit back.
“Um, I hate to break it to you, but you are both sharing a bus while the back up band shares another.”
“WHAT?!?!” Joe and I screech.
“Oh no.” I hear Kevin mutter.
5 hours later.
“So, you want to go on tour?” My dad Jay asks.
“Well, kinda. I really wanted to do this and moving out here really helped. The only downside is I don’t get along with Joe, but that could change.” I tell my dad while he’s looking over the papers. Since I’m only 16 I can’t do anything unless he signs.
“Alright. I’ll sign. I know you could be good at this. That would be why you did this in the first place. You have such a wonderful voice, I can’t wait to see you get famous.”
“As if I would get famous.” I tell him watching him sign some papers and signing my name underneath his.
“You never know sweetie, you never know.” He looks at me with a knowing smile.
Okay, to clear up some things. The Jonas Brothers have released one album but that was It’s About Time with Columbia. They are currently at Hollywood and that is where Jupiter has her record deal. I know I was really unclear about some things but you’ll learn more about Jupiter with the chapters to come.
Review please.
Peace,
Hayley.
It’s not fair it’s not right,
Why can’t you let me live my own life.
I fall in and out of love so much,
It seems as if I can’t find a way.
Tell me,
Am I just a movie scene,
That you’ve seen a million times before,
Tell me,
Am I just the person you hated,
You wanted to tell me that before.
I’ll be fine right here on my own.
Can you tell me,
Why everything is not fine.
I’m sitting here wondering if what he said was true.
Tell me,
Am I just a movie scene,
That you’ve seen, a million times before.
Tell me,
Am I just the person you hated,
You wanted to tell me that before.
I think I can start over,
If it’s something I want to.
I think I can make a wish and
Count to ten and be over you.
I want to be the girl that you want.
I want to be the girl that feels special to you.
I’m still looking for the guy,
The very special guy,
The guy to take me away from everything.
So tell me,
Am I just the one movie scene,
The one you’ve seen a million times before.
I finish up the song in my notebook while making sure all my chords are right. Looks good, just as I put my guitar down and take a sip of my energy drink my phone goes off and I put it on speaker to answer.
“Hello?”
“Hey chicka. What is up?”
“Hey. Not much, just finishing up some lyrics. What about you? How’s Ellaville since I left?”
“Eh. Not bad, not bad. It’s boring here without you. I miss seeing you to brighten my day. When are you coming back to visit?”
“I don’t know, Beth. It’s hard to go back and see all the things again that I had to go through. Back to all the lies.” I look up and the door is opening. It might be Keith, my manager.
“But Jupiter, it’ll be different. They are all different. They think that everything that happened was for the good. They understand why you did it.”
“How could they understand when they were the reason? They didn’t care about me. I came out here and found a life. I can’t go back now. I love it too much out here.”
Flashback from 3 months ago:
“Jupiter don’t leave me. It’s sad that you think you have to go. Your mom can get custody of you, everything will be okay. Just stand up in front of the court and tell them you want your mom to have you not your dad.” Beth says with tears in her eyes.
“You know good and well why I have to go. You know why I have to say that I don’t want my mom. I’m never going to forget what she did to me. It was wrong. It tore me apart. I wish you would understand.” I tell her getting ready to leave.
“Jupiter, you heard her say that she won’t do it again. Please, I need you.”
“Beth, I’m sorry. I’ll come and visit you maybe, but I’m still going to LA. So I guess this is goodbye.” I tell her giving her a big hug.
“Bye.” She tells me with tears streaming down her face. “Take this, so you’ll always remember me.” I look down and see what’s in my hand. It’s a bracelet that says Beth Hearts You <3.
“Thanks Beth. I promise I won’t forget. I love you. I’ll talk to you really soon, you have my number.” I start walking away.
“JUPITER! Are you there?” Beth screams, snapping me out of my thoughts.
“Yeah. Flashback. Sorry. You still didn’t tell me what’s going on out there.”
“James said he misses you. Leslie and Malcolm got in a fight. Antonio said he was through with school and dropped out. That’s basically it. What about you?”
“Still being home schooled so nothing is interesting. I’ve been on the computer but mostly watching TV or music videos. Writing songs and practicing. Recording my songs so I can have a CD out soon. And now I’m waiting on my manager Keith to show up and tell me what he wanted.”
“You haven’t dyed your hair have you?”
“Thinking about it.”
“B- bu- but Jupiter, I love your hair. It’s such a pretty blonde. Please don’t dye it.”
“I was thinking about putting some purple or black or something on the bottom in streaks so it would show up.”
“Okay. Well I guess that’s cool. Hey I’ve got to go, Misty’s crying. Bye. I heart you. Don’t forget.”
“Bye. I heart you too. And no worries, check out Popstar! Coming out later this week, you’ll see I didn’t forget.”
“Alright.” Click.
I look up. There standing before me are three guys I have no clue who they are. One of them starts talking to me.
“What are you doing in our recording studio? We always have this one.” He has long hair but it kind of curls out at the end.
“Chill, I didn’t know that you owned the studio. I would leave but my manager told me to come here. He said he must talk to me and so you can have it when I’m done.” I tell him picking back up my guitar. Gosh, he sounded so mean.
“Hey, please don’t fight. I’m Kevin, this is Joe, and this shy one is Nick.” The guy named ‘Kevin’ said while holding out his hand. I lean up and shake it.
“Hey. My name is Jupiter.” I say looking back down at my guitar. I have to get the chords right for the song that Keith wants to be my big hit.
“So when is your manager coming?” Joe asks, looking kind of nice.
I glance down at me phone.
“Supposed to be coming right about now.” I say just as the door opens.
“Whoa! How did you do that?” Nick asks me shocked. That’s the first time he’s spoken.
“Lucky, I guess.”
“Jupiter, and Kevin, Nick, Joe?” Whoa? What the heck? I didn’t think you knew anyone from here Jupiter. What’s up?”
“Hey Keith, I didn’t. They came in and asked me what am I doing in THEIR studio. So yeah.”
“Okay well, you know how I told you both that I had you and someone else?” Keith asks me.
“Yeah.” We all say.
“Well, congratulations, you met each other.” We look at each other in shock.
“Now guys, sit down and Jupiter do you have to song Bonfire ready?” He turns to me.
“Yes sir.”
“Then get on in there and work your magic. This is going to be number one on your album and I’m hoping to be your number one hit.”
“Okay Keith.” I start walking toward the booth with my lucky guitar in tow.
I go into the room put on the headphones and sit down on the stool. Keith is standing out there working the switchboard thing. He nods and I start strumming.
Gather up the wood,
I’ll go and find the matches.
We’re going to make a fire,
Have a bonfire for our hearts.
We’re ready to start over,
To start fresh, to start new.
We’re going to have a bonfire,
We’re going to have one soon.
Gather up all your pictures.
Throw everything away.
Gather up all the memories you want to burn away.
The memories that he told you were okay.
Come on let’s go,
Let’s rock this world.
Gather up the wood,
I’ll go and find the matches.
We’re going to make a fire,
Have a bonfire for our hearts.
We’re ready to start over,
To start fresh, to start new.
We’re going to have a bonfire,
We’re going to have one soon.
Throw up your hands,
Laugh at the world.
They don’t understand why we’re doing this.
Let them laugh at us,
It’s not like we care.
I love the fact you think you can understand me,
I love the fact you think we’re doing this for you.
Oh no baby.
I’m having a bonfire today
A bonfire to take away the pain
So love me or hate me.
I’m not going anywhere.
I’m going to tell you this one more time
Gather up the wood,
I’ll go and find the matches.
We’re going to make a fire,
Have a bonfire for our hearts.
We’re ready to start over,
To start fresh, to start new.
We’re going to have a bonfire,
We’re going to have one soon
I said,
Gather up the wood,
I’ll go and find the matches.
We’re going to make a fire,
Have a bonfire tonight.
I finish strumming and walk out of the room. Keith is clapping while Nick, Kevin, and Joe just stare.
“Jupiter I really think that is going to be your number one hit. Have you thought of a video, you know to promote the album?” Keith asks me while I put my guitar back in the case.
“Yeah, a little.” I tell him.
“Great. Well why don’t we go to the conference room to talk about some things. Bring all of your stuff because we’re leaving after this, someone else has this room.” He starts walking out the door.
“Hey are you guys coming?” I grab my acoustic and put the strap on so I’m carrying it on my back while putting the other guitar strap on my shoulder. I guess I should explain a little, the electric is my lucky guitar and it’s in the plastic type bag. And so I can easily carry two guitars. Okay, well the guys are still standing there with their mouths hanging. I walk by them and pop each one up.
“Ow, don’t ever touch me. I don’t want you to touch me at all.” Joe says getting kinda angry.
“Okay, whatever. Why don’t we go now because Keith doesn’t like to wait.” I say walking out the door and getting in front of them. The conference room is on the other side of the place so it’s a pretty long walk. I take out some ear phones and my phone and start listening to Three Days Grace- Just Like You.
I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you
I could be fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
I could be cold
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like you
I could be weak
I could be senseless
You know I could be just like you
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
On my own, cause I can’t take liven with you
I’m alone, so I won’t turn out like you
Want me to
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You’re wrong if you think that I’ll be just like you
I could be mean
I could be angry
You know I could be just like you.
The song finishes just as I make it to the conference room. I walk in and Keith is looking over some papers.
“Ah, Jupiter. Where are the boys?”
“Don’t know, don’t care. I thought they were behind me.” I set both of my guitars down and take a seat next to him.
I hear screaming in the hall the guys come busting in.
“Sorry we’re late, someone just had to jump on our backs and make us fall over.” Kevin says sitting next to me. At least he’s nice to me. Joe and Nick sit on the other side.
“Okay well, you know how you’re manager even though you’re in two different bands?”
“Yeah.” We all say not sure where he’s going with this.
“Well, I have a tour planned. Starting next week and ending in 5 months. Here are some papers for your parents to fill out. Jupiter, it’s just your dad out here with you right?”
“Yes sir. My mom is not with me and I’m not going to see her back in Ellaville.”
“Why, did she realize you were a bad person?” Joe asks. Man this kid is bugging me and I don’t even know his age.
“No, I realized she was bad. It shouldn’t concern you anyway. You’re not obviously going to be a part of my life, yeah we’re going on tour but does that mean we have to get along 24/7?” I spit back.
“Um, I hate to break it to you, but you are both sharing a bus while the back up band shares another.”
“WHAT?!?!” Joe and I screech.
“Oh no.” I hear Kevin mutter.
5 hours later.
“So, you want to go on tour?” My dad Jay asks.
“Well, kinda. I really wanted to do this and moving out here really helped. The only downside is I don’t get along with Joe, but that could change.” I tell my dad while he’s looking over the papers. Since I’m only 16 I can’t do anything unless he signs.
“Alright. I’ll sign. I know you could be good at this. That would be why you did this in the first place. You have such a wonderful voice, I can’t wait to see you get famous.”
“As if I would get famous.” I tell him watching him sign some papers and signing my name underneath his.
“You never know sweetie, you never know.” He looks at me with a knowing smile.
Okay, to clear up some things. The Jonas Brothers have released one album but that was It’s About Time with Columbia. They are currently at Hollywood and that is where Jupiter has her record deal. I know I was really unclear about some things but you’ll learn more about Jupiter with the chapters to come.
Review please.
Peace,
Hayley.