when you look me in the eyes

[maygin007]

Authors note: this is my very first fan fiction. Lemme know what you think. It’s very different from anything I’ve ever read so far. Thanks. I don’t own anyone except Luna. Thank you for taking the time to read this. :] it deals with mature content but so far nothing too drastic. if i can it'll be a mature fan fic. thanks again

My name is Luna Nicole Berlin. I’m 18 tuning 19 on December 7th. I’m 5’5 with choppy black hair. I have bright blue eyes and my nose is pierced. I’m toned and love to swim. Here’s my story.

We’re best friends Joe and I. I've known him and the Jonas family since i was about two. We’re the same age, only four months and 8 days apart. We do everything together. Eat, breathe, he’ll even be in the shower while I take my morning tinkle. I love him like I’ve never loved someone before, but at one point I wasn’t IN love with him. You see I’m a bisexual with a tendency to lean towards the lesbian side. I remember when I told Joe, he was so excited. He said it was like the reversed gay friend, and he immediately wanted to go girl hunting with me. I felt oh so comfortable talking to Joe about everything and anything. But even after all we’ve been through we managed to fall into a deep hole of love that we dug for each other.

“hey jayla, whatcha doin today?” I smirked using my favorite nickname for my best friend. I decided to wake him up by sitting on him. His band was on their last day of tour. The Jonas Brothers, and for some odd and retarded reason they decided it would be a good idea to bring me with them. I called Joe Jayla because there was a time where we were standing outside a venue and I yelled out his name to come over to me and instead he got trampled by 12 year olds. So it’s safe when I call him Jayla. I have nicknames for all of the brothers. Marylin for Nick because they call him Mr. president…like Marylin Monroe singing happy birthday…to JFK and I call Kevin Shirley, as in short and embarrassing for Sherlock. For Frankie…well I call him boyfriend cos I’m betrothed to him and we’ll be married when he turns 21…so he says

“oh nothing much 00 screw up just putting on a concert for a thousand million people” Joe yawned and smiled up at me. Ahh that name always brought back memories…of falling flat on my face. I got off him and jumped down from his bunk.
“I feel like making youtube videos again!!” I yelled sticking my head back in his bunk, but taking it out just as fast, knowing damn straight he’d chuck something at me.
Sure enough an almost empty box of trix cereal came flying at my head. I bent down to pick it up and started munching.
“I’m down for youtube videos and you know it Luna!, what do you wanna do?”
“hmmm well yesterday while you guys were doing sound check I was listening to my pod on the bus. And I thought to myself we should redo Kanye Wests’ Homecoming!!...like I can be Chris Martin and you could do the rapping part. Shirley’ll film and Marylin and Frankie can be our sexy video girls!”
“I like your thinking kid, where are my sisters anyways?”
“Kevins somewhere, Nick is somewhere and Frankie is in the back playing guitar hero.” I said matter of factly.
“gosh you’re so much help, what would I do without you?” he laughed sarcastically.
“well lemme see you would be wallowing in self pity everyday. Taking long cold showers… I heard it cures loneliness, and you would cry yourself to sleep every night.”
“verry funny Luna, now lets go get something to eat since SOMEONE ate all my trix!”
“wtf who did?! Damn that sucks.” I smiled

we went to the front of the bus where everyone was eating breakfast.
“morning mom and dad.” Joe politely greeted his parents
“good morning Denise, good morning Paul.” I followed suit
Denise and Paul were like my mother and father. My parents died in a car accident and I lived with my grandmother next door to the Jonas family and was always over their house.
“morning bee” Nick came up and gave me a hug using the nickname he gave me because of my last name. That kid was too cute for his own good.
“good morning Nicholas” I greeted. I needed to butter this kid up in order to get him to wear what I wanted for the video…one of my skirts and my bikini top. I laughed at my thoughts and he immediately caught on.
“what do you want bee?”
“you’ll see” I said innocently.
“morning Luna” Kevin got up to clear his plate.
“morning Shirley, hey me and Jayla want to make a video, you down for cameraman?”
“well yeah but-“
“good” I cut him off before he finished, if I knew Kevin, he was gonna try to weasel his way out and we need steady hands people!
“LUNA!!!!” Joe yelled causing Denise to scold him
“Joseph Adam Jonas! Inside voice please, your father has a headache!”
“sorry mom, *whispers* Luna come sit with me…Nick and Kevin left the table as soon as I got here!...do I smell or something?” he sniffed himself
I laughed and said no after giving a sniff myself.
“what times sound check?” I asked taking a spoonful of his cereal. We always shared because he loved eating the cereal and I loved drinking the milk after it was all gone.
“uh I think around 1:00 or 2:00”
“good that gives us oh about no time for the video”
“yeah”
it was about 11:45 and they needed to get ready to head over to sound check.
“we’ll do it after, the show doesn’t start till 7:00 and we don’t go on until 10:00 anyways, we’ll have plenty of time”
he finished the cereal took out his spoon and handed me the bowl.
“yummy chocolatey milk and your saliva…my favorite!”
“that’s the closest you’ll come to kissing me…your lucky, I usually charge for that kinda thing.”
“I wouldn’t pay for it even if I had Hugh Hefner money.” I smirked drinking the milk and putting my bowl in the sink, filling it with water.
“besides I already have a girlfriend.” I winked walking back to my bunk
“whaaaat?! When did that happen?...wait she said yes?!, when were you gonna tell me dufus?”
“ohhh now.” I laughed
“I called her last night and asked if she got the flowers and the note. She said yes to me right there on the phone”
“smooth Casanova…see I taught you everything you need to know about the laaadies” he flexed and almost tripped over one of his shoes.
“nice, real nice Dange”

[Anna]

this is great so far maygin! and i love your title choice

[hayleyheartsyou]

It's really great.
I hope you update soon.

[maygin007]

yay! so i wrote another chapter last night. thanks for reading.
again i don't own anyone except Luna and Lehanna <33


“nope…theres no way I’m wearing that” nick had his arms folded across his chest and was pouting.
“why can’t I do what frankie’s doing, I mean I can tuck my shirt like that!”
me and Joe could not stop laughing. They had just finished their set and we had now retreated to the back of the bus. Frankie had the bottom half of his shirt tucked into the collar so it looked like a womans top. And Nick had on the skirt alright..that took us about twenty minutes. We were in the back of the bus and Nick was making us loose perfect light….kinda.
“Marylin pleeeeease do it! Think of all those sexy girls waiting to so your buff bod dude you have to c’mon.”
“Nick she’s right.” Joe chimed in, trying to stiffle his laughter.
“of course I’m right Nick please, Joe’ll be your slave for two weeks.”
By this time Kevin was crying from laughing so hard
“wait why do I have to be his slave? I didn’t come up with costumes you did.”
“because Nicks type of torture deals with moving things and I’m a lady therefore I can’t…but I’ll supervise furrshurr” I reassured Joe
“not fair” he mumbled
“make it three and I’ll do it.”
“no not three I have a life you know” Joe yelled
“deal” I said as I stepped forward and slipped the bikini top on nick. He turned around shaking his head as I tied the strings together.
“alrrrighty then lets get started.”
Mine and Joe’s outfit consisted of feather boas and bright sunglasses.
“you know what to do right Nick?” Joe laughed
“yeah yeah shake my butt and wave my arms I get it.” Nick sighed
“alright Frank you ready?”
“yes!”
“thaatta boy, lets do this.” Joe said
“cue the music Shirley!” I smiled

“man this is gold, I swear pure genius.” Kevin laughed wiping tears and boogers off his face
we made the video, it took us almost all night. After having one of our video girls taken from us.(It was frankies bed time) We were left with a very stubborn Nick to make the video what it needed to be.
“geeez man Luna, this…this right here Lun is why you are my best friend ever ever ever” Joe laughed holding onto his stomach
“Marylin you look damned sexy” I looked up at nick to see him shaking his head laughing.
“I know I do” he started taking off his costume and went in his bunk to go to bed.
“well guys I’m tired, I’ll see you two tomorrow…we’ll get this thing up forshurr, I can’t wait to see what the fans say. G’night.” Kevin yawned as he walked away
“night” we said in union
“sleepover?” I said
“who’s bunk?”
“mine” I yawned and took his hand as we headed to my bunk.

There was more than enough room for the two of us seeing as Joe weighs nothing and I weigh nothing. “remember the rules Jayla?” I questioned. “yes…no talking if you don’t answer back, no hugging cos you get too hot and no moving” he said monotonously. “good now go mimis” I faked in a baby voice. “Night Lun” “night Joe”

Joe’s P.O.V
“luna…lun…you up?” I nudged her a bit
“you’re breaking like all of my rules Joe” she mumbled into her pillow.
“technically just two.” I giggled
“why are you up Joseph, and why are you dragging me down with you?”
“you never told me the whole story of how you met Lehanna.”
It was killing me inside. I was in love with Luna my best friend since forever, and now she was with someone. I didn’t care if it was a girl or boy, it just wasn’t me. Don’t get me wrong I’m happy for her. I mean I’ve never seen her so alive like I did today when she told me Lehanna said yes. I just wish it was me who got to put that smile on her face.
“mmm Joe it was wonderful. I met her at one of Tiffany’s parties…you remember Tiff right?” she asked
“yeah” I liked Tiffany she was random as hell and funny too
“well she introduced us, we didn’t know that each other was gay or anything, which made it pretty cool to just talk. We exchanged numbers and started hanging out. That night was the night I woke you up at two to tell you I met her” she sighed.
“dang Luna I’m happy for you.”
“now can we please go to bed Dange?”
“yeah night babe.”
“night Jayla”
I wanted to tell her right then and there. But I couldn’t.



it was kinda short, i promise i'll try to make them longer.

[hayleyheartsyou]

Please update soon. This is different and I love the idea.

[maygin007]

thanks i'll see if i write it tonight. and have it up by tonight or tomorrow morning. i'm glad you guys like it. i daydream about stories like this all the time. haha well again muchos gracias

[hayleyheartsyou]

De nada!

[maygin007]

alrightty guys i have a new chapter. i'm very proud of it and i hope you guys like it. its longer than the others and i had soo much fun writing it. so here it is :]

We were home now. It had been three days and I spent those days sharing my time between Lehanna and my boys.
“hey babe what do you feel like eating?” I asked Lehanna she had spent the night due to the fact that it was way to late for her to go home after last night.

FLASHBACK
“c’mon baby faster…please do it for me…fassster” I groaned at Lehanna
“okay I’ll try baby just for you.” She smirked
“nope too late you already failed the song” Kevin giggled at her.
Yeah we had an extreme guitar hero session with the guys and me and Lehanna were doing a co-op career she was killing me
“dang…that’s okay no ones as bad as Joseph over here” I nodded in Joe’s direction.
“excuse me missy last time if I recall correctly you were holding the guitar the wrong way…and pressing all the wrong colors.” Joe stated with stifled laughter.
“I can’t help it I don’t know my colors...I think I’m color blind.” I defended myself.
“that’s alright sweetie I love you no matter what your disabilities might be.” Lehanna sat on my lap and started cuddling my neck.
I looked over at the guys’ reactions. Kevin smiled and turned his attention back to guitar hero and Nick told us to ‘get a room’. But Joe, he seemed bothered by it. Of all people my best friend. Did he have a problem with Lehanna? Or the fact that she was my girlfriend? Maybe he did have a problem with it. Oh man this means I’m not gonna be able to spend time with both of them at the same time. Ugh why, I thought he was cool with me being a lesbian, I guess not. This isn’t fair. I smiled up at him and he half smiled at me and took out his phone and started messing with it.
END FLASHBACK

“alright call me later kay?” Lehanna was turning the doorknob to exit my house
“sure thing hun.” I kissed her goodbye and closed the door. I turned around ready to go up to my room
“she’s a sweet girl Luna, I like her” out of nowhere my nana came out of the kitchen
“oh yeah, thanks nana. Shes really special, I like her a lot.” I blushed as I ran up to my room to take a shower.
My nana had no problem with my lifestyle choice. Saying simply that life was too short to conform to the normal standards of society and if I wanted to be a lesbo, or go out with Dennis Rodman she wouldn’t care as long as I was happy….just no funny business in her house.

I turned the water off and was about to get out of the shower when
“hold on Lun I gotta pee like really bad” it was Joe and I could here him doing the pee pee dance outside the shower curtain.
“okay hurry I’m getting cold.”
“okay done” he turned on the faucet water and started washing his hands as I stepped out wrapped in a towel.
“Dange hand me a towel for my hair yeah?”
“sure thing here….so uh last night was fun, we should do it again” he was nervous, but why….well I was standing in just a towel. And he was staring at me
“Joe?”
he shook his head
“oh uhh yeah?”
“get out so I can change you perv!” I I swatted him on the shoulder
“oh dang yeah okay sorry I wasn’t looking or anythi-“
“no just staring…wipe the drool off your mouth Dange”I laughed and shoo’ed him out the door.

I came out in a worn out Marylin Monroe shirt and jeans
“Nick’s gonna be flattered when he see’s you wearing that shirt.” He pointed
“haha yeah he probably will”
He was on my bed reading through some of my songs
“you know these are really good Luna you should play them for people”
“yeah that’s what I wanted to talk to you about…well me and some friends are gonna start a band!”
“yeeeauh Luna oh man I’ll be at every show and I’ll sell your merch pfft I’ll be your biggest fan everywhere and then we can tour together and whoop!” man this kid was hyper
“that would be awesome but I don’t think Disney’ll be to fond of us, we plan on making our show R-rated babe.” I winked
“oh yeah, can’t have five year olds going home humping things cos they saw you do it on stage” he laughed
“scoot over” I nudged him “hey Joe remember that one time we went around asking for money and saying it was for our schools feed the homeless charity?”
“that was horrible Lun, I felt so bad, but I was soo hungry!” we both laughed at the memory
“Or that one time when we started junior high and I went into your class and said I was Luna Berlin and you said you were Joseph Jonas…hahah ‘what you have a problem with a guy being named Luna? My parents really liked that name okay’, that was classic forrealz”
“man we got into so much trouble for that” I added shaking my head “we’re awesome Joe, no lie I don’t know of anyone pulling half the crap we do…we do it well I might add”
“heck yeah we do.”
We high fived each other. I really wanted to ask him about last night, but I hate confrontations. Maybe he was just in a bad mood. Nah I better not we might end up having an argument and we’ll get nowhere.
“what are thinking about Lun?”
“how lucky I am to have a friend like you, you mean the world to me Joe and I don’t know what I would do without you. I’m always going to be here for you no matter what kay?” I grabbed his hand and squeezed it to show him that I meant everything I said.

Joe’s P,O,V
She was spacing out on me. She has her thinking face on. God I love every face she made. I want to tell her everything. How much I want to be with her. And have her wake up and know that I was the one she was dreaming about. I’m the one she wants to spend the rest of her life with.
“what are thinking about Lun?” I asked waking her up from her deep thoughts.
“how lucky I am to have a friend like you, you mean the world to me Joe and I don’t know what I would do without you. I’m always going to be here for you no matter what kay?”
she grabbed my hand and squeezed it.
“same here Luna Nicole Berlin, I love you no matter what” I closed my eyes wishing I had said something more on the lines of I love you more than a friend I want so badly to kiss you and show you just how much I love you. Instead I lied there and listened to her breathing get softer I turned over and hugged her as I drifted off to sleep.




FASTFORWARD ONE YEAR LATER
Luna's P.O.V
Well my band has taken off. We did a mini summer tour while the Jonas Brothers were off, because Joe insisted on being at every single show. It was too much fun. We went New York, and all the little cities in Jersey. I have to say we have a pretty big fanbase. Our music is different. We have some really kick ass dance songs and some really chill love songs. I’m super proud.
Me and Lehanna are still together, I notice shes been a little off lately, she’s gotten really snappy with me and is getting super clingy. I really can’t hang out with anyone else as much as I’d like. I love her too much to argue, besides she seems like she’ll calm down in a short while.
“Man bee you killed it out there” Nick came up behind me and hugged my waist
“thanks oh man I love it so much, the crowd is always amazing. I love seeing them dance and sing and crowd surf. Dang I’m living my dream.” I gushed.
“now you know how we feel when we perform.” Added Kevin. He started seeing this girl Celiz. She was way rad, always full of energy and up for anything. Her and Kevin made thee cutest couple ever.
Nick was also seeing someone her name was Delilah and she was just as shy as Nick was. Really I don’t know if they even talked to each other they were, for the most part always quiet. And Joe, he was seeing someone too. A girl named Adriana she was…different, yeah that’s what I would use to describe her. A little on the slutty side but hey, everyone needs a little skank in their life sometime or another. I wasn’t jealous or anything…no he was my best friend. I don’t like him like that….okay so I was a little jealous I mean I’m good enough for Joe right? Ugh nevermind that’s awkward. Speaking of Joe where was he?
“hey Marylin where’s Jayla?” I asked piping up from our huddled conversation
“I didn’t see him” Kevin turned to me.
No Joe wouldn’t miss our last show…he’s probably in the restroom or something. Yeah he has to be...right?
Kevin and Nick both exchanged looks that gave it away…Joe had ditched my last show to be with super skank. I could feel the tears well up in my eyes.
“uhh I gotta go to the bathroom, I’ll see you guys later.” I excused myself and ran to where my car was parked
how could he? Why would he. He knew how much this show meant to me why didn’t he come. He promised things wouldn’t change between us when he and Adriana got together. I mean I sacrificed a lot to be able to see him almost everyday. I got into scream fights with Lehanna all because of him. She would accuse me of cheating on her with Joe. God this made me so angry. I couldn’t believe it. And to make matters worse…Lehanna, with her tongue down some chicks throat two feet away from me. Great I thought.
I walked passed and yelled
“you better watch out shes a clingy whinny bitch.” Then I stormed off I know exactly where I was going. And I needed to get there, and fast.


Joe’s P.O.V
I woke up around 2:00 in the afternoon. Man me and Adriana were up almost all night. She was really something, I think. We made out a lot and all I can remember was thinking how much I wish she was Luna. Luna…oh shit. Her show, she probably hates me now. I gotta go see her. I ran downstairs to see both Nick and Kevin on the couch watching television.
“hey guys whats up?” I asked, looking around for my shoes
they didn’t answer.
“helllooo I said ‘whats u-“
“we heard you Joe” Nick said bitterly
“where were you last night man it was Luna’s last show. She was really upset and she stormed off right after the show.” Kevin got up and walked towards me
“you screwed up big time dude” and with that he walked away
great now my brothers hate me. Man I feel like such a jerk. I gotta go see her and make it up to her.

I ran next door to Lunas house
“hello!, Luna you here?” I called form down the steps
“she’s not here honey, she didn’t come home last night. I think she might be with Lehanna.” Her grandma answered
“oh okay nana thanks”
I ran out and headed back home
“KEVIIIIIN PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TAKE ME TO HER HOUSE!!” I whinned to my older brother
“no Joe I have plans to go out with Celiz I don’t have time to be your chauffer.” He pushed passed me and went into his room
“please Kev I need to tell her I’m sorry and I can’t drive anywhere”
“fine lets go.”

The ride to Lehannas house was nerve wreaking. I was on edge I didn’t know what I was going to say
‘hey Luna sorry I missed your show, I was’…no what the hell was I gonna say? ‘I was making out with Adriana and forgot your concert, but I’ll make it up to you’ yeah right
“alright dude we’re here” Kevin pulled into Lehanna’s driveway.
“okay I’ll be right out wait here kay?”
“yeah…I kinda have no choice duhh.”
I rolled my eyes and went up the steps to her door. Lehanna answered I smiled and politely asked if Luna was there
“nope I have no idea where that bitch is” she spat coldly
“uhh excuse me what the hell is wrong with you. Where do you get off calling my best friend a bitch?” I barked back just as cold
“she broke up with me last night and I haven’t seen her since okay?, she yelled at me, called my a clingy bitch and stormed off. For all I care she could be half way around the world. If you see her tell her I want all my stuff back.”
And with that she closed the door on my face. Not there? Where could she be?...i knew where
I got back in the car
“Kev, take me to the cemetery please” I asked
“why whats at the cemetery?”
“Kev trust me just go.”
“what happened wheres Luna?”
“I’ll tell you on the way there just drive please.”

Luna’s P.O.V
Not again. I got up, man my back hurt like hell.
“good morni- afternoon mother, good afternoon father” I said to the gravestones I was previously asleep on. I remember what happened last night and why I was here. I had just finished yelling at Lehanna, and I took off down the street. This was the only place, other than Joes room where I could go and cry. Ugh Joe, I bet he’s looking for me. I better go, I can’t face him right now.
‘damnit Luna it was just a show, why are you so angry’ was I being too harsh? No. I needed him there. I had no one really, I mean Nick, Kevin and the girls but not Joe. That was a best friend thing. And then Lehanna fuck I really needed him there last night. He was supposed to be my shoulder to cry on when my heart got broken. But instead he was with Adriana. I got up and headed back to the club where my car was.

I was just about to cross the street when I heard my name being called
“LUNNAA!” I cringed, it was Joe. And Kevin.
They pulled over and Joe got out
“listen Luna about last night i-“
“save it Joseph, I really don’t wanna hear how you would rather be sucking face with Adriana than be at my show. I get it” I had never spoken to Joe that way. He was crushed, I could see it.
“I’m sorry Lun I really am I’ll do anything, ANYTHING to make it up to you” he said on the verge of tears
“really? Anything? Then go away Joe. I don’t want to talk to you…not right now. Give me my space I need to think about things.”
With that I walked away. I was down the corner when I decided to text Nick
‘meet me in my room in about 20 minutes plzz I needa talk to someone’
I hit the send button. I got to the parking lot and went over to my car. Got in and headed home.

[maygin007]

this'll be the last thing i post for awhile. i'm gonna end it soon i just don't know how. but i hope you like it :]

Nick’s P.O.V
I saw Luna pull up and decided I’d go over since she said she wanted to talk.
“hey bee…whats up?”
“come inside please?” she sighed.
“sure thing.” I smiled up at her
she looked like a mess, her hair was everywhere and she looked like she needed sleep.
I felt horrible for the way Joe ditched her last night.
“Luna, about Joe, he’s really sorry and h-“
“save it Marylin, I don’t feel like talking to Joe at all for now.”
“fine, so what happened?, where were you last night?” I inquired
“well after realizing that Joe didn’t come I ran off and was going to drive home, when I saw Lehanna kissing a girl right by the alley way. It broke my heart Marylin, I needed Joe more than ever last night and he wasn’t there. I yelled at her and then took off running to the cemetery, where I slept.” She cried
I couldn’t take it I was angry as I had ever been. How could my brother be so stupid. Here he has this amazing girl who would do anything for him. I need to have a talk with that guy.
“I’m so sorry bee, is there anything I can do for you? Anything babe I mean it.”
“yeah just keep Joe away from me for awhile. Please Nick.” She begged
“I will, promise”
with that I got up kissed her forehead and walked down stairs and out the door to my own house.

When I walked in I saw Kevin sitting down on the couch.
“hey Nick, so how’s Luna?” he asked, genuinely
“shes doing really bad Kev, she broke up with Lehanna after she caught her making out with another girl, and she was just really upset that Joe didn’t go.” I sighed heavily relaying what Luna had just told me
“damn, that’s horrible. Maybe I’ll go see her later. Right now I gotta go, I’m late to pick up Celiz from art clas, I’ll see you later bro.”
“yeah see you later. I’m gonna go talk to Joe.”

Joe’s P.O.V
I heard someone come in the house and I ran to see who it was.
Nick I stood around the corner to listen to what he said. I knew he was with Luna I saw them through my window.
“hey Nick, so how’s Luna?” asked Kevin,
“shes doing really bad Kev, she broke up with Lehanna after she caught her making out with another girl, and she was just really upset that Joe didn’t go.” I had never seen Nick so bummed. My heart shattered I should have been there for her. She was always there when I went through my breakups.
“damn, that’s horrible. Maybe I’ll go see her later. Right now I gotta go, I’m late to pick up Celiz from art clas, I’ll see you later bro.” Kevin got up and patted Nick on the back
“yeah see you later. I’m gonna go talk to Joe.”

I got out of there as quickly as possible and ran to my room.
*Knock*
“Joe its me open up” he sounded calm, yet angry. Man I was gonna get it
“its open” I stated
“Joe…I don’t even know where to begin dude. You screwed up big time. I don’t know if she’ll ever talk to you again. Shes so angry and sad and hurt and depressed and, I don’t get it. Why would you choose Adriana over your best friend Joe?”
I didn’t know what to say. I guess I got together with Adriana to make Luna jealous. I didn’t ever like the girl. Not one bit.
“I don’t know Nick I-I just don’t know.” I cried I couldn’t help it. I wanted so badly to be with Luna and tell her how sorry I was and kiss her and tell her that I love her and that I never wanted to hurt her and everything…all at once.
“well I’m gonna keep trying to get her to talk to you, I mean this is serious but you guys have never fought, or stayed mad at each other for very long. I love you bro and I hate to see you like this, but you did it to yourself.” He gave me a hug and walked out.

THREE WEEKS LATER
Luna’s P.O.V
I haven’t talked to Joe in such a long time. I sometimes see him in his room, since our rooms are right across from each others. He can see me through the window and I can see him. Sometimes we’ll just stare at one another and nothing more.
It was 9:45 and Tiffany was going to pick me up in 15 minutes to go to a party. I needed to get out and dance. I loved dancing, aside from writing songs it was like therapy. I got the rest of my outfit one which just consisted of a long shirt that I cut at the shoulders so it can hang low and some little booty shorts with some boots, a vest and a beanie hat thingy...idk what it was called but it was only $2.50. I put on some blush, and I started doing my mascara. I loved putting make-up on my eyelashes. After I put on some lip gloss and went downstairs to get my purse.
I was getting a can of Monster out of the fridge when I heard Tiffs car honking outside.
I got my keys, purse and walked out the door.

We got to the party and people just started handing me drinks. Normally I would never. But these past few weeks had been shit and I just wanted to forget everything. I saw this really cute guy on the dancefloor and I made my way over to him
“hey” I slurred
“hey beautiful” he smiled at me
one thing led to another and we ended up in a room upstairs.
Things were getting heated, he, his name was Andrew, I had found that out, well anyways his shirt was off and he started to unbuckle his pants. Then it dawned on me, what am I doing. I’m in love with Joe! That’s why it hurt so much that he wasn’t at my show that’s why I hated Adriana because I was in love with Joe. I started making my way off the bed, when sudden;y Andrew grabbed my arm
“where do you think your going?” he practically growled at me
“uhh I can’t do this I’m really sorry.” I had sobered up some and I was trying to get this guy off me
he was pretty big compared to me anyways
“I don’t think so your not going anywhere until I’m done with you.” He grabbed me by the waist and threw me on the bed
“no no no please I’m sorry I can’t I don’t want to please no!” he ripped off my shorts and started tugging at my underwear. Oh God what have I done, no. I was a virgin, and now I was going to loose my virginity to some rapist at a party. Fuck I need to get out. I kicked him hard and he fell back I got up and headed for the door. I was about to turn the knob when something hit my head…hard and I fell to the ground. Next thing I know he was pushing himself inside me. I felt as if my whole lower body was being ripped in half. I had never known so much pain before. I lie there unable to move crying, then I blacked out.

I woke up and I was in a blinding room. My body hurt like hell and I couldn’t move.
I sat up in what was most- yeah it was a hospital bed. Everything came flooding back to me. Andrew, the pain, but most of all Joe. How was I supposed to show my face after what had happened? We promised to stay virgins until we were married. And I lost my virginity at a party to some slob. I started crying. As soon as I started someone came up to me….Joe
“oh my god Luna are you alright?” he cried giving me a hug
“I was soo worried and then Tiffany called and said something had happened and you were in the hospital and I, if it wasn't for Kevin and his car I would have ran all the way here and Luna I’m sorry I never meant to hurt you and I’m sorry I wasn’t there for you I should have been an-“
“calm down Joe. It’s okay, I forgive you…uhhm have the doctors come in and said anything” I asked nervously
“yeah, the-they told us you were raped. And they notified the police and there trying to find out who did it.” He had tears in his eyes
I had never felt so dirty in my life. I cried there with Joe hugging me. All I could think was ‘now he’ll never want me’

[maygin007]

TWO WEEKS LATER
Luna’s P.O.V
Things are slowly getting back to normal. I don’t like to talk about what happened. I want to forget about it. Everytime Joe looks at me I melt. I wish I could tell him that I love him. But how can I now. I’m tainted and that’s how I’ll be forever.
“hey Lun, whatcha thinkin bout?” Joe’s voice snaps me out of my current state of mind.
“oh nothing” I give him a half smile
I said they were slowly getting back to normal didn’t I?
We were in Joe’s room listening to music, well I think he was listening to it, I couldn’t stop thinking about him. I have to tell him, no it’ll be too awkward and I just can’t. ugh kill me now. Fuck it I have to.

Joe’s P.O.V
Shes fidgeting again. I can’t take it. I love her and I hate to see her so sad. I wish I had been there to kick the crap outta that guy. Thank God he’s in jail now. Mother fu-.
“Joe, theres something I need to tell you” she’s propped up on her elbows now looking at me
“yes” I answer
“promise me that whatever I say next….you’ll still be my best friend okay?”
“always, and you know that” I smile at her
“Joseph Adam Jonas, I’m in love with you. I have been and that’s why it hurt so much that you weren’t at the show, that’s why I hated adriana that’s wh-“
I cut her off with a kiss. God it felt good. Our lips fit perfectly together. I pulled back, her eyes were closed and she looked adorable.
“Luna Nicole Berlin, I’m in love with you too, always have and always will be.”

Luna’s P.O.V

“Luna Nicole Berlin, I’m in love with you too, always have and always will be.”
Those words were music to my ears. I pulled Joe in for another kiss, this is how love felt, perfect, I’ve been waiting to feel like this my whole life.
I feel his tongue snake out and glide against my bottom lip, I part my lips and allow him entrance. This is amazing, really….
“ouch” I pull back “easy there tiger, no need to feed off my lips babe.” I giggle as Joe blushes
“sorry just, all those years, in one kiss, kinda got carried away” he smiled sheepishly.



After our little make out session we decide to get out of his room and see what everyone was up to.
“hey guys whats up?” I asked as we got to the living room. Everyone was in there and Nick rushed me and pulled me aside. I gave Joe a look, and he just shrugged and walked to the couch.
“hey hey hey Marylin whats going on?” I asked
“okay just a heads up, Frankie’s gonna ask you out on a date” he stated
“awwww no way Nick seriously!?”
he laughed “he’s been asking me and Kevin how to ask you out and what he should do, it’s great I just wanted you to know.”
“well thanks for ruining it douche!” I playfully smacked him and walked over to the couch next to Joe.
“LUUUUNAAA COOOME HEEEREE PLEEASE!” Frankie yelled from the kitchen
I smiled getting up from my seat, Joe, Nick, and Kevin all watched me with smiling faces, obviously waiting to see my reaction, pfft if these guys coached Frankie, its bound to be hilarious
“hey boyfriend whats up?” I sat next to him at the dining table
“so, what are your plans for later on” he was a little casanova, it was cute he was wiggling his eyebrows up and down, definitely got that from Joe.
“oh nothing really, why’s that?” I played along
“well I was wonderin, if you would like to go to dinner with me” he stared down at his feet, ahh Nick’s signature shyness.
“I would love nothing more”
“yes!, I mean, great meet me in the kitchen at 5:30 sharp” he grabbed my hand and kissed it, and with that he walked away, and that was definitely Kevin’s romantic charm. I was blushing, ahh that kid is gonna make some girl really happy one day.

“JOOOE stop sitting there and help me look for my shoe!” I whined. I was getting ready for my date with Frankie and I couldn’t find my shoe
“Luna…..Luna….LUUUNA!”
“what!?”
“look behind your bathroom door.”
“Joe this is no time to b-oh my shoe! Yay, okay lets go I’m gonna be late”
just then my phone started ringing.
“talk to me” I answered
“hey Bee, uhh Frankie said to just wait at your house that he’ll go pick you up”
“haha okay, is he coming already?”
“yeah hes just talking to Kevin about putting moves on you, or I don’t know we’ll-“
I heard Frankie in the backround
‘noo Nick only I’m going to get her! This is my date!’
“only Frankie will be there in like two minutes”
“okay I’ll be ready”

“Luna, we need to break-up.”
“I don’t understand, I mean why?”
“I found someone else”
“why, I thought you loved me?”
“I do, but I just gotta be with someone who understands me.”
“Frankie no, I understand you.”
“I’m sorry it had to be this way.”

“dude I had no idea that it was the ‘break up’ dinner” Kevin said from behind tears of laughter
“yeah yeah shut it Shirley”
“wow, that was…seriously did he tell you guys anything?”
Nope, was the collective answer between the brothers.
I looked up at Joe
“that’s okay I still have you”
“you sure do babe” he leaned down for a quick kiss.
“so you guys” Nick nodded between us
“together” Kevin finished
“yes” I answered
“40 bucks Kevin” Nick stood up and put his palm out towards Kevin
“damnit” Kevin pulled out two 20 dollar bills
“you bet on us?!?!” I asked, trying to contain my laughter
“yeah, ugh I thought you were forshurrr gonna stay a lesbian” Kevin said mater of factly
“hahaha loser” Joe chimed in
“alright kiddies, it’s time for me to go to beddy bye” I stood up to give everyone their goodbye hugs.
“sleepover?” Joe whispered in my ear
“sure thing” I winked at him.